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the work race May 22, 2008

Filed under: Work — Jasmine @ 9:36 am
So, I thought this one would be better, well at least different, but it’s really all the same.  I have started work and it begins just like all the other internships.  Me asking myself ’self, can I really do this for 3 whole months?’  It seems like so long, but from past experience, it’s over before I realize it.  The thing that always gets me through is meeting people that look like me (under 25 and of color).  I’m definitely not racist, but it’s just something about the bond that we have with each other that makes the experience so much better.  Pardon me as I bring in my (most expensive at the university) engineering mind.  I will mix that with an American Culture class that I had.  One segment was on discrimination.  It talked about how it is not always the whites discriminating, but the minorities sticking together and not wanting to mix with the whites.  Being one of the few minorities in the class, I could definitely relate.  We never discussed the ‘real’, ‘educational’, ‘psycological’ reason why that happened, but just talked about the connection from history, childhood, and present experiences.
 
I’m still wondering why there is no one that looks like me, that works with me.  Is it really the lack of drive or tenacity, or is it the lack of opportunity.  Whatever the reason, please pop up or come in with the next wave of interns next week!
 
 

The first of 90 May 20, 2008

Filed under: Work — Jasmine @ 12:32 am

Got here yesterday morning around 10am. After waiting like an hour in 90 degree weather for the shuttle, I finally got to place of living(HT). They couldn’t find my name. Put me up in this one place. Then found ‘my name’ spelled wrong and moved all of my stuff. There was one casualty to the move. My bright pink nail polish broke and spilled all over my nice white shoes :( It made me really sad because I had to force pairs of shoes into my suitcase so I could have either left those and had more room or just brought some different shoes! but I digress.

Today was pretty cool. Woke up at 5:30 this morning, but I slept A LOT all day yesterday and my body is still on Eastern time. So it was kinda 8:30am. Caught the shuttle there. That was cool, met Ed or Ted? of the front desk.

Had hours and hours of orientation. I’m so glad that I wasn’t sleepy today. There, I met my new buddy(NB). Went to lunch in the caf. More training, got my badge, then had a tour.

Came home from work, went to the grocery store with NB. Got some breakfast food, cereal, ramen, you know all the basic food groups.

Then, we met with NB’s friend. He was really cool. Went to In ‘n Out Burger for the first time ever. It was really good and I don’t even like fast food too much.

Now back in the room chillin. About to get ready for bed soon. Catching up with friends over the phone.

 
 

Silent Treatment…really? s-h-h-h-h-stupid! May 13, 2008

Filed under: Anythang — Jasmine @ 3:09 pm

So, who really thought this was a good idea? I think I have 2 people giving me the silent treatment. One admitted, and one still in question.

Technology has made things like this a lot more confusing. The two people are both in a location about 40min from me. So I haven’t got an in-person silent treatment, but neither answers the phone, returns calls, returns texts, or returns facebook messages. Initially, I’m just thinking that they are busy working or taking class or whatever. So I really wasn’t trippin at all.

oooo…until the phone call happened. Person #1 calls and admits to the ST because they needed some time to separate from me emotionally. What? I’m like well we could have discussed your issues a long time ago and been over it by now. I leave in a week and we could be hanging and having fun, but you need to distance yourself… whack.

Now this leads me to believe that Person #2 is doing the same thing. not really sure, but if so, that’s not smart and really un-bossed (the negative form of bossy)

Following the steps of the link:

1. I’m not being paranoid, it was admitted.

2. Okay, things did happen that day.

3. I didn’t rehearse because I wasn’t expecting it.

4. I don’t apologize easily.

5. I did that! go me. I do value the friendship

6. I did that too. Because avoiding the problem didn’t help

7. Didn’t do that, but I’m leaving town. So I should be busy a lot.

8. Did that, but I was cooking too.

9. my hand doesn’t reach. lol

 
 

Letting the grass grow May 5, 2008

Filed under: Personal — Jasmine @ 12:35 am

So I went to church today to see one of my best friends dance. Her church is really big and I just felt kind of out of place. It just wasn’t for me. I think I need to find one of those places where everybody knows your name, but large enough where they aren’t all in your business.

My life feels so idle right now. I’m just chilling with the parents, taking random naps, playing factory installed games on my computer. Just really lax. My friend’s mom made a reference to my lifestyle that “You don’t let any grass grow under you” meaning I’m always running around. But, I guess this is what I really need. A chance to bond with my parents on an adult level and some time to clear my head.

I need something to do with my life, somewhere to go. We’ll see how long I last trapped in the house.

 
 

Oh Kwame April 29, 2008

Filed under: Anythang — Jasmine @ 11:56 am

Text Messages: start at page 9!! Yeah. So he really did it! All the drama is so crazy. Detroit is in the hole. I guess Channel 4 found everything!! oh you computer engineers didn’t have to put it out like that. It’s amazing what technology can do.

He came to my sorority’s Regional Conference this weekend. Of course the crowd was full of grumbles. Even if they weren’t from Detroit, I’m sure they still knew. Especially because he made CNN!! you know you are big when you are on CNN.and Wikipedia

 
 

I’m bloggin!

Filed under: Personal — Jasmine @ 11:10 am

Hello out there. Thanks to my brother for making this page for me: His blog Check him out, he’s pretty cool.

This has originated to track my journey this summer. I’m going, going, back, back, to cali, cali. Well not really going back. I’ve never been before. I’m heading there for an internship this summer. I’m really excited so I can pursue my dream job of entertainment engineering. Basically, designing stages for concerts and award shows and game shows! GSN is the bomb!

Right now, I’m at home with the parents. I’ve been here only for the weekend and… yeah.